<?xml version='1.0' encoding='UTF-8'?><?xml-stylesheet href="http://www.blogger.com/styles/atom.css" type="text/css"?><feed xmlns='http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom' xmlns:openSearch='http://a9.com/-/spec/opensearchrss/1.0/' xmlns:georss='http://www.georss.org/georss' xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4234252161894027553</id><updated>2011-07-07T23:23:22.611-07:00</updated><title type='text'>Alone is the most painful thing in the whole world.</title><subtitle type='html'>Being alone in a corner is like a bird without wings. so, dun ever try to be emo.</subtitle><link rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#feed' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://aloneispainful.blogspot.com/feeds/posts/default'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/4234252161894027553/posts/default?max-results=100'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://aloneispainful.blogspot.com/'/><link rel='hub' href='http://pubsubhubbub.appspot.com/'/><author><name>Ying</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15654050490840800452</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><generator version='7.00' uri='http://www.blogger.com'>Blogger</generator><openSearch:totalResults>24</openSearch:totalResults><openSearch:startIndex>1</openSearch:startIndex><openSearch:itemsPerPage>100</openSearch:itemsPerPage><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4234252161894027553.post-397515536656720683</id><published>2010-08-06T00:12:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2010-08-06T00:37:08.227-07:00</updated><title type='text'>My Story Episode 24: R.I.P to my frenz's bf...</title><content type='html'>I was really shocked.&lt;br /&gt;Today must be an unforgettable day for &lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);font-size:130%;" &gt;Yen Teng&lt;/span&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;I had never saw her being so down and crying so sadly.&lt;br /&gt;It's totally an opposite side of her being so &lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);font-size:130%;" &gt;cheerful&lt;/span&gt; and her &lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);font-size:130%;" &gt;brightly smile&lt;/span&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;I wish all her sadness will blow away by wind as she always sing.-&lt;span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;Fong shui ah chui.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I want she to gain back her cheerful and brightly smile.&lt;br /&gt;Being &lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);font-size:130%;" &gt;alive&lt;/span&gt;-not that we can choose.&lt;br /&gt;Being &lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-size:85%;" &gt;death&lt;/span&gt;-nor we can choose neither.&lt;br /&gt;What we can do is treat ppl beside us nicely and left them some good memories.&lt;br /&gt;Safe those we can, cheer them up.&lt;br /&gt;There's no other we can wish for more.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;            &lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;Life's just like a big stage. You will never know who you will be and who you will meet until you are on the stage. Every player has their own character, so do us. Some will leave the stage earlier and some are late. But make sure you will definitely not going to jump down from the stage. If you do, you are a failure.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);font-size:130%;" &gt;Self-suicide&lt;/span&gt; is the foolishest way to forget everything.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);"&gt;'Make ourself useful for everyone we meet.'&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;-UnKnowN=)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4234252161894027553-397515536656720683?l=aloneispainful.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://aloneispainful.blogspot.com/feeds/397515536656720683/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://aloneispainful.blogspot.com/2010/08/my-story-episode-24-rip-to-my-frenzs-bf.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/4234252161894027553/posts/default/397515536656720683'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/4234252161894027553/posts/default/397515536656720683'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://aloneispainful.blogspot.com/2010/08/my-story-episode-24-rip-to-my-frenzs-bf.html' title='My Story Episode 24: R.I.P to my frenz&apos;s bf...'/><author><name>Ying</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15654050490840800452</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4234252161894027553.post-4269185015630780658</id><published>2010-06-09T00:59:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2010-06-09T01:13:06.389-07:00</updated><title type='text'>My Story Episode 23: I HAD CHANGE!!</title><content type='html'>What's the meaning of believing in someone where else they don't?&lt;div&gt;I'm not that kind of person who will purposely act good in front of others.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;I won't do it if I'm not feeling so.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;But, I will definitely do it if I said I will.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;I just doing it late, and you had accuse me not doing anything.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;As the said goes ' don't judge the book by it's cover'.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;I might be seen as a lazy person from outside.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;But, I mark on my word.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;When I said that I will do it, I won't let it off.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Why don't you try to believe me even once? &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Just because I had done something wrong before doesn't mean that it's who I am forever.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;I had already change since that day.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;But still, your attitude towards me doesn't change at all.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;You are still looking me as the past of me.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Even if you are blaming me for telling the truth, I will still do it.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;I won't act good to gain your attention.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;I will prove that I'm better than the one you paid more attention to.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;I know you paid more attention to him because he had be pushing aside since he was small.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;But everything had change now!&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;I'm not the longer the one I was, and he gain the attention that he deserve to.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;See now! What's happening! Not the past!&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;I'm doing it way more excellent than he.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;And your attitude towards me is still the same.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;I'm disappointed. &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Please....I beg you.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Just once, believe in me.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;I'm not the longer the past of me.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;I don't want my holiday continue like this.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Wish all have a good and enjoyable holiday. &lt;span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"&gt; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4234252161894027553-4269185015630780658?l=aloneispainful.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://aloneispainful.blogspot.com/feeds/4269185015630780658/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://aloneispainful.blogspot.com/2010/06/my-story-episode-23-i-had-change.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/4234252161894027553/posts/default/4269185015630780658'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/4234252161894027553/posts/default/4269185015630780658'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://aloneispainful.blogspot.com/2010/06/my-story-episode-23-i-had-change.html' title='My Story Episode 23: I HAD CHANGE!!'/><author><name>Ying</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15654050490840800452</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4234252161894027553.post-6891499182991644381</id><published>2010-04-23T07:59:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2010-04-23T08:12:05.141-07:00</updated><title type='text'>My Story Episode 22:Taekwondo Competition</title><content type='html'>It has been a while since the last time I post something here.&lt;div&gt;I really wanna post somethings here, but I'm lazy la...&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;haha...That's me.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Since I'm really free in front of the computer right now, I'm goin to post something here.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;It's Taekwondo competition 2moro.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;I'm not getting neither nervous nor scare.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;However, I feels like it is really hard for me to gain any medal since I'm not really experience in it.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Unlike May Ann who has skills in it or Yen Teng who really has a lot of stamina.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;I lack of everything. &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;What I get is just the spirit...spirit don't help a lot, don't it?&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Well, let's talk about my school life.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;I will just tell you guys the result by after the competition.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;School life is really dull and grey.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;I'm grey, school life is grey, so do my life.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Everything is just in &lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="color:#C0C0C0;"&gt;GREY.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="color:#FFFFFF;"&gt;When will the climax of my life reach?? &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="color:#FFFFFF;"&gt;Hmm...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="color:#FFFFFF;"&gt;I'm waiting for PMR. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="color:#FFFFFF;"&gt;But still I'm not preparing for it through.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="color:#FFFFFF;"&gt;I'm really such a lazy person.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="color:#FFFFFF;"&gt;I hate myself of being lazy, but it can't helped.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="color:#FFFFFF;"&gt;I am lazy.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="color:#FFFFFF;"&gt;I tried to change, as the result, it failed.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="color:#FFFFFF;"&gt;I had a lot of secret in my brain that I can't tell out.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="color:#FFFFFF;"&gt;And it squeeze my brain...geez.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="color:#FFFFFF;"&gt;I just hate goin to school now, unlike the past of me who enjoyed goin to school.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="color:#FFFFFF;"&gt;There are a ton of projects waiting for me at school.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="color:#FFFFFF;"&gt;I try to ignore them, but the teachers will turn to me.haiz...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="color:#FFFFFF;"&gt;I had just done my KH and Seni.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="color:#FFFFFF;"&gt;There are still KGT and KKS left.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="color:#FFFFFF;"&gt;KKS is almost done, left the hardest part.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="color:#FFFFFF;"&gt;KGT is totally blank.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="color:#FFFFFF;"&gt;I didn't even touch my finger on it.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="color:#FFFFFF;"&gt;I wish I had a copy of the project in my hand right now.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="color:#FFFFFF;"&gt;I think it is enough for this post.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="color:#FFFFFF;"&gt;Ja..mata ne.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="color:#FFFFFF;"&gt;-&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="color:#FF6666;"&gt;Don't stress ourself too much. Work can never be finished&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="color:#FFFFFF;"&gt;-&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="color:#FFFFFF;"&gt;-UnKnowN=)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4234252161894027553-6891499182991644381?l=aloneispainful.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://aloneispainful.blogspot.com/feeds/6891499182991644381/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://aloneispainful.blogspot.com/2010/04/my-story-episode-22taekwondo.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/4234252161894027553/posts/default/6891499182991644381'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/4234252161894027553/posts/default/6891499182991644381'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://aloneispainful.blogspot.com/2010/04/my-story-episode-22taekwondo.html' title='My Story Episode 22:Taekwondo Competition'/><author><name>Ying</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15654050490840800452</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4234252161894027553.post-7895958907059483233</id><published>2010-04-09T07:05:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2010-04-09T07:13:50.893-07:00</updated><title type='text'>My Story Episode 21: I hate being fame.</title><content type='html'>Grrrr....&lt;br /&gt;I just went to dentist this morning to have my teeth gt cabut.&lt;br /&gt;Guess what happened?&lt;br /&gt;The dentist there just blame on me that my teeth spoil.&lt;br /&gt;She said that I giving excuses during school time, then they can't do any treatment to me and caused my teeth spoil.&lt;br /&gt;WHAT THE...!!!!!&lt;br /&gt;Come on. I'm not that kind of person that scare of this kind of thing.&lt;br /&gt;They did give me treatment last year but not on that teeth.&lt;br /&gt;I really wanna asked her to check for the record if my mouth wasn't pain that time.&lt;br /&gt;She is a jerk who just love to blame everything on those student.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;FUCK her!!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;This is the first time I scold bad word to someone else. She deserve it!!!&lt;br /&gt;She said she don't to see me at the clinic next time and ask me to get treatment at school.&lt;br /&gt;Damn it!!&lt;br /&gt;It's not like I wanted to see her so much.&lt;br /&gt;I hate the feeling of being famed.&lt;br /&gt;I'm already get rid of it.&lt;br /&gt;Don't ever let me get into this kind of situation again.&lt;br /&gt;I scare I will scold her directly in front of her.&lt;br /&gt;Once again I claimed.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;I DON'T LIKE THE FEELING OF BEING FAMED!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;DON'T EVER TRY TO BLAME ME ON SOMETHING THAT I DIDN'T DO!!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;I MARK ON MY WORDS!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4234252161894027553-7895958907059483233?l=aloneispainful.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://aloneispainful.blogspot.com/feeds/7895958907059483233/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://aloneispainful.blogspot.com/2010/04/my-story-episode-21-i-hate-being-fame.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/4234252161894027553/posts/default/7895958907059483233'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/4234252161894027553/posts/default/7895958907059483233'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://aloneispainful.blogspot.com/2010/04/my-story-episode-21-i-hate-being-fame.html' title='My Story Episode 21: I hate being fame.'/><author><name>Ying</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15654050490840800452</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4234252161894027553.post-1996996234720188018</id><published>2010-04-02T06:20:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2010-04-02T06:32:54.876-07:00</updated><title type='text'>My Story Episode 20: Happy Birthday to Jordan in Advance.^^</title><content type='html'>I surprise that some of my frenz are actually noticing about my blog.&lt;br /&gt;I'm so touch. Thx^^.&lt;br /&gt;Well I had just pass my intervension 2 safely-for now only.&lt;br /&gt;I don't know what will happen when the result come out.&lt;br /&gt;I wish I wouldn't fall.&lt;br /&gt;I had get rid of my marks keep falling.&lt;br /&gt;What to do? I'm just a normal people.&lt;br /&gt;I can't make sure that I will always be in good condition.&lt;br /&gt;Today, I just went to sing k with my frenz.&lt;br /&gt;Zing Mun, May Ann, Ho Yi, Jordan and my jerk bro.&lt;br /&gt;It was really fun.^^&lt;br /&gt;I want to go back there again.&lt;br /&gt;Somehow, we didn't manage to sing girls generation's Gee.&lt;br /&gt;They don't have this band on their list!!!!&lt;br /&gt;How can this be. Even the Wonder Girls are in the list!!!!&lt;br /&gt;Girls Generation is more and more better and popular than them!!!&lt;br /&gt;Oh ya! We sing k today is actually to celebrate Jordan's birthday in advance.&lt;br /&gt;His birthday is on 5th of April.&lt;br /&gt;I don't think that I going to buy a present for him.&lt;br /&gt;And now, I got to think about May Ann's present.&lt;br /&gt;Her birthday had already pass...wish that she won't angry..hehe&lt;br /&gt;Next, I got to prepare for Yen Teng's present.&lt;br /&gt;I'm not going to mention her present here since she lovee blogging so much.&lt;br /&gt;So, here I wish Jordan: "Happy Birthday" in advance.&lt;br /&gt;That's all...&lt;br /&gt;I will bring you to a sweet dream.^^&lt;br /&gt;-UnKnowN=)&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4234252161894027553-1996996234720188018?l=aloneispainful.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://aloneispainful.blogspot.com/feeds/1996996234720188018/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://aloneispainful.blogspot.com/2010/04/my-story-episode-20-happy-birthday-to.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/4234252161894027553/posts/default/1996996234720188018'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/4234252161894027553/posts/default/1996996234720188018'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://aloneispainful.blogspot.com/2010/04/my-story-episode-20-happy-birthday-to.html' title='My Story Episode 20: Happy Birthday to Jordan in Advance.^^'/><author><name>Ying</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15654050490840800452</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4234252161894027553.post-3442073796661842078</id><published>2010-03-29T03:07:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2010-03-29T03:23:21.470-07:00</updated><title type='text'>My Story Episode 19: My current life style and feeling.</title><content type='html'>I was lazy to post, but when it comes to exam, i wanna post something here&lt;br /&gt;Weird??haha...I am weird.&lt;br /&gt;I just wanna shout out here!!!AHHH!!!&lt;br /&gt;Currently, my sickness is back.&lt;br /&gt;What sickness? Kindergarten sickness...haha&lt;br /&gt;Just like being emo. Very less ppl know my true characteristic.&lt;br /&gt;When I was small, I don't like anything or anyone.&lt;br /&gt;I don't even like frenz.&lt;br /&gt;Whenever someone comes near me and talk to me, i just fell that they are annoying.&lt;br /&gt; I just love being alone and thinks a lot of stuff that I actually remember it now.&lt;br /&gt;I'm just a weird kids known as my teacher.&lt;br /&gt;Seeing me now, no one will think about it.&lt;br /&gt;They will thought as a hyper active and talkative girl.&lt;br /&gt;Maybe because of frenz. They are the one who change me a lot.&lt;br /&gt;Thx to them.^^&lt;br /&gt;But not every frenz...&lt;br /&gt;Everyone just know me as how am i looking now, without looking at my dark side again.&lt;br /&gt;okay let's forget the past to look to forward.&lt;br /&gt;Now, I'm having Intervention 2.&lt;br /&gt;超烦的！我真的不想上学啦！&lt;br /&gt;每天都必需面对许多的烦恼和功课。&lt;br /&gt;再加上PMR！&lt;br /&gt;若我是个天才该有多好呢。算了吧，反正我又不是个天才。&lt;br /&gt;只好努力咯。&lt;br /&gt;Even through I had change a lot form my kindergarden but actually I'm still the original me.&lt;br /&gt;I just like to laugh outside, but inside of me was emoing at the same time.&lt;br /&gt;Now, I just wanna have fun as a teenager. I don't want to be such a stupid person like when I was in kindergarden.&lt;br /&gt;Maybe now, I was like other teenager, dreaming about the other partner.&lt;br /&gt;I won't be shy to said it out.&lt;br /&gt;I really do think about boyfriend.&lt;br /&gt;But what I really want is a true one not a play play one.&lt;br /&gt;That's all about my feeling now.&lt;br /&gt;Got to go.&lt;br /&gt;Ja ne.&lt;br /&gt;-UnKnowN:)&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4234252161894027553-3442073796661842078?l=aloneispainful.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://aloneispainful.blogspot.com/feeds/3442073796661842078/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://aloneispainful.blogspot.com/2010/03/my-story-episode-19-my-current-life.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/4234252161894027553/posts/default/3442073796661842078'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/4234252161894027553/posts/default/3442073796661842078'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://aloneispainful.blogspot.com/2010/03/my-story-episode-19-my-current-life.html' title='My Story Episode 19: My current life style and feeling.'/><author><name>Ying</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15654050490840800452</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4234252161894027553.post-4229502062972246040</id><published>2010-01-20T05:41:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2010-01-20T05:56:58.662-08:00</updated><title type='text'>My Story Episode 18: Emo??</title><content type='html'>Currently, I'm not sure what is happening to myself.&lt;div&gt;Even if I walking with my frenz, I feels like I'm alone.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Sometimes when they were talking to me, I was like I can't heard anything.Why???&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;I always had daydreaming but not sure what am I thinking about.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;I always smile to others, but not to my own self.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;When I'm alone, my whole expression will change to dull.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;When I'm listening to any song, some flash back are in my mind.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Those flash back are where I always feel alone.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;It makes me feels crying.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Emo-ing, am I?&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;I don't want to but I can't control it.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;I'm done with those people who are acting around me, not sure who is it but juz....&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;I realize there aren't anyone that we can believe, not even our self.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Our self is the one who cheat us the most.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;They try to cover our own feeling.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;I'm not someone who will act around others.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;But sometimes, I really had to.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;I don't one others to know the deep inside of me that I'm not really sure.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Maybe, is the stress that cause me of being like this?&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Suddenly, I felt that I'm not a child anymore.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;I can't act and think like a child.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;When everyone is thinking about teenager time, I'm thinking about my future.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;I feel that my future is dark...&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Is it because I had no a way that I wanna choose?&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;I'm not sure.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;My self told me that I will take the path of being a forensic.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;But am I really wanted to?&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;My head now is full of question of my future.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;And because of that, I'm emo-ing.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;My future...I want a bright future that give me hopes..&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;But can I? With those result?&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;I don't really like my result.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;It makes me feel that I'm juz a normal person.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Is not that I'm not a normal person, but I wanna make something special about my life.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;I wanna make a huge success.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;At the same time, I wanna enjoy it.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Being forensic is not bad, but it will take a longer time than others.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;I'm not the kind of person that able to bear.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="color:#FF0000;"&gt;T&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="color:#FF0000;"&gt;his post juz my own opinion, not pointing to anyone.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;That's all.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Nite=)&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;-UnKnowN=)&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4234252161894027553-4229502062972246040?l=aloneispainful.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://aloneispainful.blogspot.com/feeds/4229502062972246040/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://aloneispainful.blogspot.com/2010/01/my-story-episode-18-emo.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/4234252161894027553/posts/default/4229502062972246040'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/4234252161894027553/posts/default/4229502062972246040'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://aloneispainful.blogspot.com/2010/01/my-story-episode-18-emo.html' title='My Story Episode 18: Emo??'/><author><name>Ying</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15654050490840800452</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4234252161894027553.post-1014090034350589750</id><published>2010-01-17T07:06:00.001-08:00</published><updated>2010-01-17T07:30:29.266-08:00</updated><title type='text'>My Story Episode 17: Shopping day.^^</title><content type='html'>At last, I'm here to post something...hahaha^^&lt;div&gt;Guess what, I juz come back from Time Square after shopping with Zingmun.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;I was having really great time shopping with Zingmun.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;I bought 2 pieces of clothes and a pair of short pants.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Pink colour short pants!! This is my first time think that pink colour looks nice. &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;This year, I'm going to try different style of me.^^&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Wait wait wait!!&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Not juz that, I also bought &lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="color:#FF0000;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"&gt;ThomasJack's ep&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;!!!!&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;I had been wanted to buy it since last year!!!!!!!&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;My first dream of this year had been fulfill!! &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Looking forward for ThomasJack's first album.^^&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Thomas and Jack!! Gambate!!!&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Aiya...lazy to post more.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Got to end here...&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Study! Study! Study!&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Nite adn sweet dream.^^&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;UnKnowN=)&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4234252161894027553-1014090034350589750?l=aloneispainful.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://aloneispainful.blogspot.com/feeds/1014090034350589750/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://aloneispainful.blogspot.com/2010/01/blog-post.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/4234252161894027553/posts/default/1014090034350589750'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/4234252161894027553/posts/default/1014090034350589750'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://aloneispainful.blogspot.com/2010/01/blog-post.html' title='My Story Episode 17: Shopping day.^^'/><author><name>Ying</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15654050490840800452</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4234252161894027553.post-8015330294851940753</id><published>2009-12-29T06:59:00.001-08:00</published><updated>2009-12-29T07:19:27.701-08:00</updated><title type='text'>My Story Episode 16: I'm getting lazy....</title><content type='html'>It has been a while since the last time I upload a post.&lt;br /&gt;Actually, I don't think to write another post today.&lt;br /&gt;But, my blog seems dead.....zzz&lt;br /&gt;So, I force myself to write one.&lt;br /&gt;It was a little continue from the last post....hahaha. Don't be mad, ya?&lt;br /&gt;I think I had only post a part from my Genting trip.&lt;br /&gt;There was actually another part which is the outdoor-game-part!!&lt;br /&gt;It is much more excited than the indoor one.=.= It is so obvious, right?&lt;br /&gt;Let me tell you one by one...&lt;br /&gt;The first game we played was the pirate train.&lt;br /&gt;-At first, me and Joey were scared by Yen Teng.&lt;br /&gt;  She said that it was really horror.&lt;br /&gt;  Me and Joey were holding each other arm before we entering.&lt;br /&gt;  At last, we were cheated.=.=&lt;br /&gt;  It was that horror that I think my sis also will not scared...&lt;br /&gt;Then we went to the elephant ride.^^&lt;br /&gt;-Even through it looks kiddy, but it was fun.^^&lt;br /&gt;Next was the spinning cup.&lt;br /&gt;-It was REALLY fun!!!^^&lt;br /&gt;  I turn it really hard, but not all the time cause Yen Teng feels fainting.&lt;br /&gt;  When we come out from it, all the feeling had gone.&lt;br /&gt;  But, Yen Teng and Joey were still spining.^^&lt;br /&gt;Next was the "CYCLONE"-erm...I forgot how's the spelling.&lt;br /&gt;-It was extremely FUN!!^^&lt;br /&gt;Then, we went to the spinning chair.&lt;br /&gt;-It was raining and cold~~~~&lt;br /&gt;  With the high speed spinning, we were freeze up there.~~~~~&lt;br /&gt;Many games weren't open because of the bad whether.&lt;br /&gt;I hate it. =(&lt;br /&gt;After lunch, me and Yen Teng went to look for games. Joey wasn't following us.&lt;br /&gt;It was a waste.&lt;br /&gt;Me and Yen Teng tried the "SPACE SHOT".&lt;br /&gt;It is fun.^^&lt;br /&gt;For sure I will try it again when I go to Genting with Pzm next year.^^&lt;br /&gt;There was a game that I can't play.&lt;br /&gt;I was not tall enough-sob-&lt;br /&gt;The min. height is 153cm and I only have 150cm-sob again-&lt;br /&gt;But wait!!! I'm sure that I can ride that by next year-zettai-&lt;br /&gt;Haiz...what a waste.&lt;br /&gt;Before we went back, we had a chance to ride on the pirate ship.&lt;br /&gt;It's okay. But one malay guy behind me was shouting really loud!!&lt;br /&gt;It ruined out my mood.=(&lt;br /&gt;I think I didn't miss any games...&lt;br /&gt;I don't have the pics here. If you wanna see those pics, visit my frenz-Yen Teng's blog.&lt;br /&gt;I do link her.&lt;br /&gt;That's all.^^&lt;br /&gt;Nite.&lt;br /&gt;“机会是给已准备的人。”&lt;br /&gt;-UnKnowN=)&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4234252161894027553-8015330294851940753?l=aloneispainful.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://aloneispainful.blogspot.com/feeds/8015330294851940753/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://aloneispainful.blogspot.com/2009/12/my-story-episode-16-im-getting-lazy.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/4234252161894027553/posts/default/8015330294851940753'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/4234252161894027553/posts/default/8015330294851940753'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://aloneispainful.blogspot.com/2009/12/my-story-episode-16-im-getting-lazy.html' title='My Story Episode 16: I&apos;m getting lazy....'/><author><name>Ying</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15654050490840800452</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4234252161894027553.post-3986597813523486129</id><published>2009-12-04T07:58:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2009-12-04T08:19:05.194-08:00</updated><title type='text'>My Story Episode 15: Genting Trip &amp; Happy Birthday to E***</title><content type='html'>As I had said, I will be going to Genting on 1st and 2nd December.&lt;br /&gt;It was a great journey...&gt;&lt;&lt;br /&gt;Before this, I wanna wish a person ' Happy Birthday'&lt;br /&gt;E*** birthday is on...counted as today cause my clock now had reach 12am.&lt;br /&gt;Wish E**** all the best and be with his girlfrenz 4ever-sincerely.&lt;br /&gt;Now let's back to my Genting trip.&lt;br /&gt;I felt so sorry for Kimiko cause she is having fever and can't attend to this trip.&lt;br /&gt;It was really fun.&lt;br /&gt;On the first day, we were playing th games in indoor only cause of the bad whether.&lt;br /&gt;For every game, we had wait for 15minutes for minimum.&lt;br /&gt;That was a lot of people there. Well, it might be concerning with the peak season.&lt;br /&gt;Other than Malaysian, we also saw a lot of people from other country.&lt;br /&gt;For example: Thailand, Arab Saudi, and more...&lt;br /&gt;Indoor games were really not as fun as outdoor games.&lt;br /&gt;Somehow, we fun something fun about 'Bumper cars' and a 4D motion show.&lt;br /&gt;I think we had play the Bumper cars for 5 times.&lt;br /&gt;I was really enjoying the feeling of chasing others...hahaha&lt;br /&gt;At night, we went to 'Snow World'.&lt;br /&gt;It was cold~~~~~~~~~~&lt;br /&gt;I'm glad that I'm wearing boots that time. It keep my foot warm..=)&lt;br /&gt;But some accident happened inside there.&lt;br /&gt;Yen Teng drop her handphone while playing the slide and she had to go out to make a report.&lt;br /&gt;Luckily, it was found at last.&lt;br /&gt;What I wanna comment about ' Snow World' is their jacket smells stinky...yiak.&lt;br /&gt;Now, I wanna talk about Joey's little bro.&lt;br /&gt;He is so cute that I wish he is my bro.&lt;br /&gt;He is really active and cute~~~~XD&lt;br /&gt;Curious about who else is going?&lt;br /&gt;That's only me, Yen Teng, Joey, Joey's mum and Joey's little bro...XD&lt;br /&gt;I will talk about outdoor games and upload some pics for the next post.&lt;br /&gt;Nite.&lt;br /&gt;"这世界上没有不能完成的事， 只有不想要把事给完成的人“&lt;br /&gt;-UnKnowN=)&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4234252161894027553-3986597813523486129?l=aloneispainful.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://aloneispainful.blogspot.com/feeds/3986597813523486129/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://aloneispainful.blogspot.com/2009/12/my-story-episode-15-genting-trip-happy.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/4234252161894027553/posts/default/3986597813523486129'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/4234252161894027553/posts/default/3986597813523486129'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://aloneispainful.blogspot.com/2009/12/my-story-episode-15-genting-trip-happy.html' title='My Story Episode 15: Genting Trip &amp; Happy Birthday to E***'/><author><name>Ying</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15654050490840800452</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4234252161894027553.post-1018243030113226072</id><published>2009-11-28T04:14:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2009-11-28T04:36:56.667-08:00</updated><title type='text'>My Story Episode 14:Bored...</title><content type='html'>It had been just a while since the holiday start and I really had bored time.&lt;br /&gt;But, I had some plan to be success for next week and the following week too.&lt;br /&gt;For the first week of holiday, I suppose to go for a trip to Genting.&lt;br /&gt;However, it had to be canceled since I gt dengue.&lt;br /&gt;Some of you sure ask why am I writing English instead of Chinese.&lt;br /&gt;It is because most of my frenz knew English better than Chinese.&lt;br /&gt;Some of them don't even know Chinese.&lt;br /&gt;haha^^ the one that I am talking about here sure will be mad.&lt;br /&gt;Or maybe she won't since she is so kind..ho.&lt;br /&gt;Let me tell you about my plan for next week.&lt;br /&gt;I am getting excited when I think about the plan...XD&lt;br /&gt;Next Tuesday, I will be going to Genting Highland with Joey, Kimiko and Yen Teng.&lt;br /&gt;It is as  a replacement for the trip that I can't attend.&lt;br /&gt;But, I still have to pass through the LAST blood test on Monday.&lt;br /&gt;I think it will pass la cause I don't feel anything not well.&lt;br /&gt;I had been really all stuff to be bring to Genting Highland.&lt;br /&gt;What I had to do now is wait...=.=&lt;br /&gt;I really hate the feeling of waiting.&lt;br /&gt;GENTING HIGHLAND!!! I'M COMING!!!&lt;br /&gt;About the plans for the following week???&lt;br /&gt;I will tell you at next post since I had no idea what to write for the next post.&lt;br /&gt;Believe me. The next post will sure raise ur curiousness.&lt;br /&gt;That's all for tonight.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_dQgI2GedXLo/SxEY7zEAhZI/AAAAAAAAAAM/41tSWyS1-C0/s1600/Vampire.aspx"&gt;&lt;img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 160px; height: 120px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_dQgI2GedXLo/SxEY7zEAhZI/AAAAAAAAAAM/41tSWyS1-C0/s320/Vampire.aspx" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5409132043047044498" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I will bring you a sweet dream tonight"-from Vampire Knight*wink*&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4234252161894027553-1018243030113226072?l=aloneispainful.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://aloneispainful.blogspot.com/feeds/1018243030113226072/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://aloneispainful.blogspot.com/2009/11/my-story-episode-14bored.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/4234252161894027553/posts/default/1018243030113226072'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/4234252161894027553/posts/default/1018243030113226072'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://aloneispainful.blogspot.com/2009/11/my-story-episode-14bored.html' title='My Story Episode 14:Bored...'/><author><name>Ying</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15654050490840800452</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_dQgI2GedXLo/SxEY7zEAhZI/AAAAAAAAAAM/41tSWyS1-C0/s72-c/Vampire.aspx' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4234252161894027553.post-8822398776741523063</id><published>2009-11-23T01:14:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2009-11-23T01:35:45.942-08:00</updated><title type='text'>My Story Episode 13: 我回来了！！I'm back!</title><content type='html'>过了一个礼拜，我终于摆脱了病魔。&lt;br /&gt;以这一来，我都是健康的很。&lt;br /&gt;突然间，却患上了Dengue。&lt;br /&gt;最惨的是，竟然在我要去云顶的那个礼拜病倒了。&lt;br /&gt;去云顶的前一天，还被迫留院观察。&lt;br /&gt;真的是有够倒霉的。&lt;br /&gt;最后连云顶和嘉年华都去不了。&lt;br /&gt;真的很扫兴。。。&lt;br /&gt;但。。。还能怎样。&lt;br /&gt;好了。。 扫兴的事就别提了。&lt;br /&gt;Now is the beginning of long term holiday.&lt;br /&gt;I'm really bored without doing anything at home.&lt;br /&gt;And now, I'm awaiting for 1st December.&lt;br /&gt;Why? cause I'll be going to Genting Highland.&lt;br /&gt;Yup...to replace the trip that I can't attend.&lt;br /&gt;I'm really getting excited.&lt;br /&gt;Too bad that May Ann and Zing Mun won't be going for this time.&lt;br /&gt;But still, Yen Teng, Joey and Kimiko will be going.&lt;br /&gt;Wish that I won't be having another sick until that.&lt;br /&gt;Haiz....&lt;br /&gt;Is there anything that I can do to get rid of this bored situation???&lt;br /&gt;I want more and more comic.&lt;br /&gt;I don't really want to face the computer for the whole day...or the whole holiday.&lt;br /&gt;And now, I'm getting fainted.&lt;br /&gt;That's all...&lt;br /&gt;Ja mata.&lt;br /&gt;-UnKnowN=)&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4234252161894027553-8822398776741523063?l=aloneispainful.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://aloneispainful.blogspot.com/feeds/8822398776741523063/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://aloneispainful.blogspot.com/2009/11/my-story-episode-13-im-back.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/4234252161894027553/posts/default/8822398776741523063'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/4234252161894027553/posts/default/8822398776741523063'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://aloneispainful.blogspot.com/2009/11/my-story-episode-13-im-back.html' title='My Story Episode 13: 我回来了！！I&apos;m back!'/><author><name>Ying</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15654050490840800452</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4234252161894027553.post-4809584942902235235</id><published>2009-11-13T05:51:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2009-11-13T06:42:57.269-08:00</updated><title type='text'>My Story Episode 12 : Cik Zarina SUCKS!!!!</title><content type='html'>看来，我还是比较喜欢用华语来写部落格。&lt;br /&gt;对于那些不会华语的朋友，对不起咯。&lt;br /&gt;若我得空的话，我会尽量写另一篇华语的。&lt;br /&gt;今天，我的朋友有带Poker卡来学校。&lt;br /&gt;本来，我们想好了要怎样把那Poker卡藏好的。&lt;br /&gt;但，巡擦员来的时候，我们还玩得很爽。&lt;br /&gt;所以，就没有察觉到。&lt;br /&gt;当我们发现的时候，已经太晚了。。。&lt;br /&gt;我和另一个朋友只能藏到一半。&lt;br /&gt;真的很逊。。。&lt;br /&gt;Elaine还说我喜欢Kai Sheng。。。拜托&lt;br /&gt;她还真喜欢乱讲.&lt;br /&gt;Haiz...&lt;br /&gt;Writing in English is faster.&lt;br /&gt;I 'm lack of time....so change to english now.&lt;br /&gt;Won't mind, right?&lt;br /&gt;Today is really tiring.&lt;br /&gt;After finish school, I had to stay back with Yen Teng to play water balloon.&lt;br /&gt;However, we both aren't playing it caus we didn't have any extra clothes.&lt;br /&gt;First, my bro is the one who wanna stay back and play water balloon but he chickened out this morning.&lt;br /&gt;He said that he was lazy to wake up in such a early morning and no frenz is accompanying him to school.&lt;br /&gt;What a sucks reason.&lt;br /&gt;Today, we gt our result for places in the class.&lt;br /&gt;Damn it!!! I gt No.4!!&lt;br /&gt;What the!!!&lt;br /&gt;This is all because of Cik Zarina's fault.&lt;br /&gt;She cut I and my frenz's project marks on purpose.&lt;br /&gt;Hey, come on. We aren't saying the lie.&lt;br /&gt;The other two member who are one team with us are getting 45 and above over 50 for their project.&lt;br /&gt;And we gt only 27 over 50.&lt;br /&gt;Curse her la.&lt;br /&gt;From the beginning, I should knew that she is that kind of person.&lt;br /&gt;I really dislike her.&lt;br /&gt;She like a snake with two head.&lt;br /&gt;The way she treat us and Malays are totally different.&lt;br /&gt;I really hate her.&lt;br /&gt;Not only I'm the one who thinks that, many ppl in my class and other class also hate her.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-size:180%;" &gt;真得很不爽!!!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;算了吧. 在这里骂就好了.&lt;br /&gt;时间都差不多了.&lt;br /&gt;该走了.&lt;br /&gt;-UnKnown=)&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4234252161894027553-4809584942902235235?l=aloneispainful.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://aloneispainful.blogspot.com/feeds/4809584942902235235/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://aloneispainful.blogspot.com/2009/11/my-story-episode-12-cik-zarina-sucks.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/4234252161894027553/posts/default/4809584942902235235'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/4234252161894027553/posts/default/4809584942902235235'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://aloneispainful.blogspot.com/2009/11/my-story-episode-12-cik-zarina-sucks.html' title='My Story Episode 12 : Cik Zarina SUCKS!!!!'/><author><name>Ying</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15654050490840800452</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4234252161894027553.post-2076781617360675395</id><published>2009-11-12T00:57:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2009-11-12T01:14:48.817-08:00</updated><title type='text'>My Story Episode 11：华语， 我来了！！</title><content type='html'>今天，真的很无聊。&lt;br /&gt;本来，不打算去学校的。&lt;br /&gt;但，却因为有任务在身，所以才不得不去。&lt;br /&gt;看来，明天的情况也是那么糟吧。&lt;br /&gt;想要带些可以玩的，又怕会被没收。&lt;br /&gt;有什么点子吗？&lt;br /&gt;昨天，我和朋友到Pavillion去看了多拉A梦。&lt;br /&gt;超好看的。我都不知道我自己掉了多少眼泪。&lt;br /&gt;可是， 陪我去看的朋友都没有哭。&lt;br /&gt;难道是我太容易被感动到吗？&lt;br /&gt;可是，我看偶像剧都不会哭。&lt;br /&gt;哈哈。。。我有点奇怪吧？&lt;br /&gt;这个礼拜就要表演了。&lt;br /&gt;但我到现在还觉得怕呢。&lt;br /&gt;怎么办？&lt;br /&gt;希望，当天的我，不会那么紧张吧。&lt;br /&gt;原来，用华语来写blog是那么的爽。&lt;br /&gt;但，对我这个半桶水的人，真的很难。&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-UnKnowN=)&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4234252161894027553-2076781617360675395?l=aloneispainful.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://aloneispainful.blogspot.com/feeds/2076781617360675395/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://aloneispainful.blogspot.com/2009/11/my-story-episode-11.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/4234252161894027553/posts/default/2076781617360675395'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/4234252161894027553/posts/default/2076781617360675395'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://aloneispainful.blogspot.com/2009/11/my-story-episode-11.html' title='My Story Episode 11：华语， 我来了！！'/><author><name>Ying</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15654050490840800452</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4234252161894027553.post-4476909600640351537</id><published>2009-11-05T07:17:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2009-11-05T07:28:04.002-08:00</updated><title type='text'>My Story Episode 10: Exam will be end soon.=)</title><content type='html'>Hiii.......&lt;br /&gt;I'm back again.=)&lt;br /&gt;Today, I really feel relax.&lt;br /&gt;Why? haha...because the exam will be end soon.&lt;br /&gt;There's only left KH, Com, Seni paper 1 and Sivik.&lt;br /&gt;At last, my frenz-AnN made a new blog.&lt;br /&gt;If you are free, try to visit her blog to give her some support.&lt;br /&gt;I had the link of her blog on the right side.&lt;br /&gt;After exam, I can watch youtube all day long.&lt;br /&gt;I had decided not to attend to school the next day after my exam which is next Tuesday.&lt;br /&gt;After that, I will be planning my trip to Genting Highland.&gt;&lt;&lt;br /&gt;lols. Am I planning everything to early?&lt;br /&gt;haha^^..I just can't wait the day to come.&lt;br /&gt;Now, my heart is bumping fast when I think about the trip.&lt;br /&gt;*suddenly, the concert appear at my mind*&lt;br /&gt;OMG! I had almost forgot about the concert at 15 November.&lt;br /&gt;OMG! OMG! OMG!&lt;br /&gt;I'm not really sure whether I'm really for it.&lt;br /&gt;ARRR!!!!!!!!!!!&lt;br /&gt;After exam, have to worry about the concert.&lt;br /&gt;Haiz. After one problem had gone, another problem come.&lt;br /&gt;Anyway, I'm still happy=)&lt;br /&gt;But wait!!!!! My exam haven't end yet.&lt;br /&gt;Remember to wish me and all exam-er GOOD LUCK.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4234252161894027553-4476909600640351537?l=aloneispainful.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://aloneispainful.blogspot.com/feeds/4476909600640351537/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://aloneispainful.blogspot.com/2009/11/my-story-episode-10-exam-will-be-end.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/4234252161894027553/posts/default/4476909600640351537'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/4234252161894027553/posts/default/4476909600640351537'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://aloneispainful.blogspot.com/2009/11/my-story-episode-10-exam-will-be-end.html' title='My Story Episode 10: Exam will be end soon.=)'/><author><name>Ying</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15654050490840800452</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4234252161894027553.post-1942090209890717980</id><published>2009-11-02T04:13:00.001-08:00</published><updated>2009-11-02T04:20:57.928-08:00</updated><title type='text'>My Story Episode 9: Exam!!!!</title><content type='html'>OMG! OMG! OMG!&lt;br /&gt;Tomorrow is the beginning of the nightmare: &lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;EXAM!!!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I had study, but it is not enough to get the result that I had expected.&lt;br /&gt;Come on, can anyone help me with it???&lt;br /&gt;What's the fastest way to success???&lt;br /&gt;Guess, there aren't any shortcut.&lt;br /&gt;This time, I must really sure that I won't any careless mistake that will make me regret.&lt;br /&gt;Tomorrow, there will be bm, bi, and seni paper 2.&lt;br /&gt;I'm still confusing about the topic that I'm going to do for Seni.&lt;br /&gt;I had make a decision, but still I'm not sure whether I can make it or not.&lt;br /&gt;Geez.&lt;br /&gt;Can't stand it when every morning I had to line up next to my bro.&lt;br /&gt;His geng was so noisy that caught many prefects' attention.&lt;br /&gt;Especially my bro. He is totally a jerk.-A stupid jerk.&lt;br /&gt;After this post, I'm goin to study my bm and bi.&lt;br /&gt;Wish me good luck, ya?&lt;br /&gt;Once again, I wish all exam-er &lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);"&gt;GOOD LUCK.=)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Nite.&lt;br /&gt;-UnKnowN=)&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4234252161894027553-1942090209890717980?l=aloneispainful.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://aloneispainful.blogspot.com/feeds/1942090209890717980/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://aloneispainful.blogspot.com/2009/11/my-story-episode-9-exam.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/4234252161894027553/posts/default/1942090209890717980'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/4234252161894027553/posts/default/1942090209890717980'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://aloneispainful.blogspot.com/2009/11/my-story-episode-9-exam.html' title='My Story Episode 9: Exam!!!!'/><author><name>Ying</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15654050490840800452</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4234252161894027553.post-3179730999548824533</id><published>2009-10-29T07:38:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2009-10-29T07:47:44.760-07:00</updated><title type='text'>My Story Episode 8: Horrible day!!!!!</title><content type='html'>Today totally is an unlucky day.&lt;br /&gt;I met make enemy today!!!&lt;br /&gt;It was just right beside me hanging on the ceiling.&lt;br /&gt;Hanging on the ceiling??? Can a human did that?&lt;br /&gt;It was actually a spider!!!&lt;br /&gt;I hate SPIDER!!!! I will never forgive it of scaring me in such a way.&lt;br /&gt;Other than spider, clown is also another horrible thing that I hate.&lt;br /&gt;Eww...both of it are totally horrible.&lt;br /&gt;Haiz....other than that, today is actually a boring day.&lt;br /&gt;May Ann didn't come to school as well. She was sicked.&lt;br /&gt;I'm wondering...Isn't she an athlete of taekwondo?&lt;br /&gt;How come her body is so weak?? She should gain more vitamin and ...&lt;br /&gt;Furthermore, she was saying that she wanted to be on diet one day before.&lt;br /&gt;Gosh, I hope she will cancel her dream.&lt;br /&gt;She is trying to spoil her own body.&lt;br /&gt;If me, I won't be on diet...lols. This is because I can't stand the feeling of hungry.&lt;br /&gt;Is time for me to study again.&lt;br /&gt;I have to work hard to success.&lt;br /&gt;No pain, no gain-haha...it used to be my frenz's blog url.&lt;br /&gt;Guess, I won't gaon a better grade without studying.&lt;br /&gt;I should throw all my bad habit such as lazy.&lt;br /&gt;I must begin to work hard.&lt;br /&gt;Even through it is a bit late, but I think it is better than none.=)&lt;br /&gt;That's all.&lt;br /&gt;Once again: GAMBATE!!!! to every exam-er and myself too.=)&lt;br /&gt;Nite=)&lt;br /&gt;-UnKnowN=)&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4234252161894027553-3179730999548824533?l=aloneispainful.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://aloneispainful.blogspot.com/feeds/3179730999548824533/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://aloneispainful.blogspot.com/2009/10/my-story-episode-8-horrible-day.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/4234252161894027553/posts/default/3179730999548824533'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/4234252161894027553/posts/default/3179730999548824533'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://aloneispainful.blogspot.com/2009/10/my-story-episode-8-horrible-day.html' title='My Story Episode 8: Horrible day!!!!!'/><author><name>Ying</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15654050490840800452</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4234252161894027553.post-4769029989484283909</id><published>2009-10-28T08:23:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2009-10-28T08:34:07.775-07:00</updated><title type='text'>My Story Episode 7:Tired day~~~</title><content type='html'>I hate when my class move from 1st floor to 3rd floor.&lt;br /&gt;I had to use triple time, triple energy and triple distance to reach my class!!!&lt;br /&gt;It's tired.=(&lt;br /&gt;What I eat during recess time would have digested on the way.&lt;br /&gt;And so...I will be HUNGRY back!!!!&lt;br /&gt;Hauz. It still can't helped.&lt;br /&gt;I just can shout it out here.&lt;br /&gt;Yesterday, I didn't update my blog because I had fallen asleep...hehe&lt;br /&gt;I was really tired after teaching taekwondo yesterday.&lt;br /&gt;Start from today, I will put exam at the first place and study really hard.&lt;br /&gt;I don't just say it, I mean it.&lt;br /&gt;Example, I do study today.&lt;br /&gt;OMG...it was a miracle....haha^^&lt;br /&gt;Can believe that my bro actually got 57 over 60 for his math.&lt;br /&gt;His was higher than mine!!!&lt;br /&gt;Guess, I must really score full in my paper one.&lt;br /&gt;If not, I will be laughed by my bro until my face is like a tomato.&lt;br /&gt;Anyway, I still feels happy for my bro.&lt;br /&gt;Honestly, this is the first time I'm proud with him...^^&lt;br /&gt;Work hard more, my bro!!&lt;br /&gt;And me too....&lt;br /&gt;I really have to chase back all my marks.&lt;br /&gt;My mother said my marks had dropes  A LOT!!!&lt;br /&gt;I don't really want to make her feel depressed.&lt;br /&gt;GAMBATE!!!!!!&lt;br /&gt;To all exam-er and me..................*rause up both of my hands*&lt;br /&gt;and shout:GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOo!!!!!!!!!&lt;br /&gt;Good concentration in class need a good night sleep=)&lt;br /&gt;Good Night.&lt;br /&gt;-UnKnowN=)&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4234252161894027553-4769029989484283909?l=aloneispainful.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://aloneispainful.blogspot.com/feeds/4769029989484283909/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://aloneispainful.blogspot.com/2009/10/my-story-episode-7tired-day.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/4234252161894027553/posts/default/4769029989484283909'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/4234252161894027553/posts/default/4769029989484283909'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://aloneispainful.blogspot.com/2009/10/my-story-episode-7tired-day.html' title='My Story Episode 7:Tired day~~~'/><author><name>Ying</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15654050490840800452</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4234252161894027553.post-4551269688077474483</id><published>2009-10-26T07:07:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2009-10-26T07:21:48.005-07:00</updated><title type='text'>My Story Episode 6: Another clumsy day...=(</title><content type='html'>Today, I'm also being super-clumsy.&lt;br /&gt;This morning, I woke up late, didn't iron my uniform yet and didn't packed my bag also.&lt;br /&gt;As the result, I only brought ONE revision book to school.&lt;br /&gt;Luckily, teacher didn't scold.&lt;br /&gt;Other than that, I also had a super-fast-digested-stomach.&lt;br /&gt;All the foods i ate can't even last for 1 hour!!!&lt;br /&gt;But I didn't gain any weight or height. I wonder where those food had gone.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Nowadays, I'm very stress la!!!!&lt;br /&gt;Those stress really can made me crazy.&lt;br /&gt;God!?! Save me!..haha not save our king.&lt;br /&gt;I've decide! Study first!! After exam, I'll be watching anime all day long..wakaka..XD&lt;br /&gt;There are a lot of anime that I wanted to watch:&lt;br /&gt;Kaleido star, Uta kata, Tears of Tiara, InuYasha, Conan, and more more more!!!&lt;br /&gt;I also want to watch drama:&lt;br /&gt;momo love, queen of no marriage, and more more more!!!&lt;br /&gt;better dun think of all this first=.=&lt;br /&gt;I will also stop all my games in facebook, except for restaurant city.&lt;br /&gt;I mark on my words!!&lt;br /&gt;erm...if I break it, remind me....haha^^&lt;br /&gt;Got to go.&lt;br /&gt;Nite^^&lt;br /&gt;-UnKnowN=)&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4234252161894027553-4551269688077474483?l=aloneispainful.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://aloneispainful.blogspot.com/feeds/4551269688077474483/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://aloneispainful.blogspot.com/2009/10/my-story-episode-6-another-clumsy-day.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/4234252161894027553/posts/default/4551269688077474483'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/4234252161894027553/posts/default/4551269688077474483'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://aloneispainful.blogspot.com/2009/10/my-story-episode-6-another-clumsy-day.html' title='My Story Episode 6: Another clumsy day...=('/><author><name>Ying</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15654050490840800452</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4234252161894027553.post-3718453887551650646</id><published>2009-10-25T08:33:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2009-10-25T08:50:24.485-07:00</updated><title type='text'>My Story Episode 5: A visit to my grandmum's house.</title><content type='html'>Today was like normal Sunday except that I had to wake up 9am in the morning.&lt;br /&gt;This is because I'm used to wake up late during Sunday.&lt;br /&gt;Why do I had to wake up early? I and my family had to rush to my aunt's house in Wangsa Maju and fetch them to my grandmum's house.&lt;br /&gt;Then, we also had breakfast together at a nearby mamak store.&lt;br /&gt;Oh gosh! Can't believe that I had ate one plate of Nasi lemak and roti telur.&lt;br /&gt;haha^^my aunt was shock and her daughter too.&lt;br /&gt;They were like O.O: you really do eat a lot even through you are skinny.&lt;br /&gt;And I was like: haha^^*blushing*&lt;br /&gt;Later then, we went to my grandmum's house.&lt;br /&gt;And today I was suppose to attend Taekwondo class too.&lt;br /&gt;But since my bro had a sprained leg and we should stay longer.&lt;br /&gt;So, it was cancel-again.&lt;br /&gt;After eating lunch at my grandmum's house, we all had nothing to do.&lt;br /&gt;Really bored....&lt;br /&gt;Somehow, the adults found their way-playing mahjong.&lt;br /&gt;Mahjong is like a tradition in my family.lols.&lt;br /&gt;However, I still can't find any thing nice about mahjong and I had fall asleep.&lt;br /&gt;When I woke up after around like half and hour, they still playing mahjong. O.O&lt;br /&gt;Won't they be tired?-I had admiration of their spirit for mahjong.&lt;br /&gt;For me, I'm just hanging around...haiz. really miss the taekwondo class.&lt;br /&gt;By 6 something, we left my grandmum's house and we went to my aunt's house to stay a while.&lt;br /&gt;On the way, I slept again. Hey, can't you imagine how tired and bored am I?&lt;br /&gt;We also brought our two laptop to my grandmum's house.&lt;br /&gt;But what to play? There aren't any line there. Haiz...what a joke?&lt;br /&gt;At last, I manage to on my facebook there.&lt;br /&gt;Then, I also play drum daigo with my bro. It was really nice.&lt;br /&gt;I also admire at my cousin sis. She had a lot of comic books.&lt;br /&gt;owh.....&lt;br /&gt;And now, I have to finish my science project.&lt;br /&gt;I'm glad that this is the last project.&lt;br /&gt;After this project, I'll be facing my end year exam.&lt;br /&gt;Gambate, Pei Ying and also all the student who will be having exam too!!!&gt;&lt;&lt;br /&gt;Nite.=)&lt;br /&gt;-UnKnowN=)&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4234252161894027553-3718453887551650646?l=aloneispainful.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://aloneispainful.blogspot.com/feeds/3718453887551650646/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://aloneispainful.blogspot.com/2009/10/my-story-episode-5-visit-to-my.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/4234252161894027553/posts/default/3718453887551650646'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/4234252161894027553/posts/default/3718453887551650646'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://aloneispainful.blogspot.com/2009/10/my-story-episode-5-visit-to-my.html' title='My Story Episode 5: A visit to my grandmum&apos;s house.'/><author><name>Ying</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15654050490840800452</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4234252161894027553.post-9141967910730691461</id><published>2009-10-24T07:32:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2009-10-24T07:48:02.725-07:00</updated><title type='text'>My Story Episode 4: Clumsy Day...lols..XD</title><content type='html'>Today, i suppose to attend taekwondo class by 8am.&lt;br /&gt;However, I slept until 9am and forgot to wake my mum up.&lt;br /&gt;Owh...miss the class. And I have promise May Ann to attend.&lt;br /&gt;Poor May Ann...sorry.*blushing and feels really sorry*&lt;br /&gt;So, i keep sleep until 10.30am.&lt;br /&gt;haha...now i feels like i'm a pig...oink,oink..lols&lt;br /&gt;By 11am, my student came.&lt;br /&gt;Student? Ern, that's my piano student.&lt;br /&gt;Not really much fees a month, but I'm okay with it.&lt;br /&gt;The class long for 1 hour.&lt;br /&gt;Later, I just wasting my time at home waiting for my own piano class to attend.&lt;br /&gt;Somehow, my heart is bumping fast when the time for piano class is coming.&lt;br /&gt;Why is my heart bumping for?&lt;br /&gt;shh...it's a secret. Only certain peoples know about it, right?*wink*&lt;br /&gt;I really enjoyed my piano class very much.&lt;br /&gt;I enjoy the feeling teaching by my teacher.&lt;br /&gt;It makes me feel better and improve.=)&lt;br /&gt;Now, I'm preparing the song for the annually concert.&lt;br /&gt;Well, the concert isn't for every year, but this is my second time taking part in it.&lt;br /&gt;Somehow, I still feel nervous.&lt;br /&gt;Public presentation le. Who not afraid of it?&lt;br /&gt;The song I'm preparing is 'Fate Of The Unknown'.&lt;br /&gt;My fate? lols...just a coincidence.&lt;br /&gt;It is really a great song.&lt;br /&gt;It's a soundtrack from Kingdom Hearts.&lt;br /&gt;Wish my show will be all the best=)&lt;br /&gt;Before I forget, the show is on 15th November.&lt;br /&gt;If you are interested, leave a comment. I'll tell you the place.&lt;br /&gt;Lastly, what to say? I'm just being a clumsy girl.&lt;br /&gt;Warning for myself*again*: Do not be clumsy!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-UnKnowN=)&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4234252161894027553-9141967910730691461?l=aloneispainful.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://aloneispainful.blogspot.com/feeds/9141967910730691461/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://aloneispainful.blogspot.com/2009/10/my-story-episode-4-clumsy-daylolsxd.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/4234252161894027553/posts/default/9141967910730691461'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/4234252161894027553/posts/default/9141967910730691461'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://aloneispainful.blogspot.com/2009/10/my-story-episode-4-clumsy-daylolsxd.html' title='My Story Episode 4: Clumsy Day...lols..XD'/><author><name>Ying</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15654050490840800452</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4234252161894027553.post-768104156930738597</id><published>2009-10-23T05:11:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2009-10-23T05:22:13.570-07:00</updated><title type='text'>My Story Episode 3: I'm totally regret of what I have done.</title><content type='html'>Today, I gt my math paper 2 result.&lt;br /&gt;And guess what? I never gt such a low marks before in my paper 2.&lt;br /&gt;This is all because of my careless mistake.&lt;br /&gt;I'm burst out of tears when I saw my mark.&lt;br /&gt;it was totally worst!!!!!!&lt;br /&gt;I'm regret that I did such a careless mistake.&lt;br /&gt;Is not that I didn't know how to do it.&lt;br /&gt;I did know. But because of my careless, I made such a mistake.&lt;br /&gt;From that second, I had told myself that never, ever be such a careless girl anymore.&lt;br /&gt;I must really really be careful next time!!!ZETTAI!!!&lt;br /&gt;When my tears are goin to roll down, my frenz seems scare.&lt;br /&gt;Maybe this is because they never saw me cried before.&lt;br /&gt;I knew that crying is useless. I'll definitely train up myself more to get a better result in the future.&lt;br /&gt;Well, other than math i also gt my english paper 2 result.&lt;br /&gt;Even through it is not a excellent mark, but i guess it is ok for me.&lt;br /&gt;Since, I'm not really a pro in language.&lt;br /&gt;Other than test paper, nothing special happened today.&lt;br /&gt;Like usual, Yen Teng came to my house for tuition and my mum cook something for us.&lt;br /&gt;It was 'mihun soto'. It taste really nice, and cute with those panda fishcake.&lt;br /&gt;I ate 2 bowls before I went to tuition and I'm already in hunger an the way home..lols.&lt;br /&gt;I'm really a big-eater.&lt;br /&gt;That's all for tonight.=)&lt;br /&gt;Today's moral: Never do any careless mistake, or else you will definitely regret for your whole life.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-UnKnowN-&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4234252161894027553-768104156930738597?l=aloneispainful.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://aloneispainful.blogspot.com/feeds/768104156930738597/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://aloneispainful.blogspot.com/2009/10/my-story-episode-3-im-totally-regret-of.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/4234252161894027553/posts/default/768104156930738597'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/4234252161894027553/posts/default/768104156930738597'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://aloneispainful.blogspot.com/2009/10/my-story-episode-3-im-totally-regret-of.html' title='My Story Episode 3: I&apos;m totally regret of what I have done.'/><author><name>Ying</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15654050490840800452</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4234252161894027553.post-4477813209323315762</id><published>2009-10-14T05:44:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2009-10-23T05:11:27.248-07:00</updated><title type='text'>My Story Episode 2: LOnely day.=(</title><content type='html'>Today, I had been alone all day long siting in front of the computer.&lt;br /&gt;Today means 12am to 5.30am.&lt;br /&gt;Is not that I don't want to sleep but I have no place for me to sleep.&lt;br /&gt;Geez...it is painful too cause I'm alone.=(&lt;br /&gt;After a long journey in front of computer, I've decided to sleep by the sofa.&lt;br /&gt;Just a 1 hour sleep.&lt;br /&gt;But well, it is enough cause I had been sleeping for 4 hours one day before.&lt;br /&gt;Still, I'm afraid that I will have Eyebag.&lt;br /&gt;By 6.30am, everyone in my family except for my grandmum went out to make passport.&lt;br /&gt;My mum woke me out and I wake in to her room and continue my dream.&lt;br /&gt;Not a sweet dream or maybe it is cause I don't really remember what I had dreamed about.&lt;br /&gt;Haiz.&lt;br /&gt;Then I woke up by 12.30pm.&lt;br /&gt;and my family had come back.&lt;br /&gt;Now, I can't denied that I'm a sleeping pig...hahah...XD.&lt;br /&gt;Gtg.&lt;br /&gt;Nite.zzz&lt;br /&gt;By: UnKnowN=)&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4234252161894027553-4477813209323315762?l=aloneispainful.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://aloneispainful.blogspot.com/feeds/4477813209323315762/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://aloneispainful.blogspot.com/2009/10/my-story-episode-3.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/4234252161894027553/posts/default/4477813209323315762'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/4234252161894027553/posts/default/4477813209323315762'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://aloneispainful.blogspot.com/2009/10/my-story-episode-3.html' title='My Story Episode 2: LOnely day.=('/><author><name>Ying</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15654050490840800452</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4234252161894027553.post-2531074988622625590</id><published>2009-08-05T21:09:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2009-10-23T05:10:34.074-07:00</updated><title type='text'>My story Episode 1: Opening.</title><content type='html'>Welcome to my blog.=)&lt;br /&gt;This isn't my first blog, but why am i making a new one?&lt;br /&gt;Geez. My older blog had some problem that i can't fixed.&lt;br /&gt;So, I've decide to let go it.&lt;br /&gt;Wish this time, my blog would be normal and 'healthy'.&lt;br /&gt;Since to day is my first day uploading this blog.&lt;br /&gt;Guess I have nothing much to say.&lt;br /&gt;Juz wish anyone who read my blog will leave some comments.&lt;br /&gt;I'll be appreciate.=)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-UnKnowN-&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4234252161894027553-2531074988622625590?l=aloneispainful.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://aloneispainful.blogspot.com/feeds/2531074988622625590/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://aloneispainful.blogspot.com/2009/08/my-story-episode-1-opening.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/4234252161894027553/posts/default/2531074988622625590'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/4234252161894027553/posts/default/2531074988622625590'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://aloneispainful.blogspot.com/2009/08/my-story-episode-1-opening.html' title='My story Episode 1: Opening.'/><author><name>Ying</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15654050490840800452</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry></feed>
